Well I feel like nothing. I can’t do anything. I simply can’t even function. I only wish I could be who I was before. Now I just don’t care anymore. I’m way beyond the point of sadness. I feel as if im on death row. Nobody can save me either. I’m just gonna be this random mess up. I don’t know what God was thinking when he put me down here. I sometimes wish I would be stayed home that day just so I could burn to death. A while ago I ran a really hot bath all I had to do was add cool water but instead I got in. I was scalded. The only thing that surrounded me was a thick atmosphere of pure silence. It’s bad when your music doesn’t help anymore. I just want to get away!